Anyways. She posted today about loving and not judging & I've gotta be honest. I know it's a weakness of mine. A big one. An elephant sized one. Her post basically had the same effect as a slap across my face. It was like it said, "Yeah Heather. You idiot." And now I'm feeling all sick inside. That yucky -holy crap I just ruined something important to me- feeling. Because words are words and once they're out -they're out & there's no taking 'em back. But I wish there was. Instead of love, I handed out criticism. I probably lost a friend for it. My heart is crumbling.