Read Chapter 2 verses 1-5
The
fact that people are trying to kill you is pretty good motivation to pack your
bags, but even so, can you imagine!? As a woman I like to think of this through
the point-of-view of Sariah. What would I do if my husband woke up one morning
and said, “Pack up the food and toilet paper (I count toilet paper as a
necessary provision). I’m going to get the tent and sleeping bags. We’re
leaving our house, heading for the woods!” I think I’d be saying, “For how
long?” –I’m super reasonable, and go-with-the-flow you see. So, my number one
question would be: for how long? The
answer to that question (forever, my
Sweets) would be the one that would instantly spark a series of strong
protests (aka kicking and screaming). I might even go as far as to tell him
something along the lines of, “Have fun without me!”
I like my city life. I do. When I’d finish my
ranting –my husband always, with great patience, waits for me to finish my
ranting- he’d calmly tell me that this wasn’t some hair-brained idea of his,
that it was in fact a commandment of the Lord. Then, then I’d take all of
thirty seconds to find a quiet place to hit my knees –and if I’m being honest
with you, I’d likely take my complaining straight to the Lord. He’d also
patiently wait for my ranting heart to calm, and then he’d confirm the truth to
me, in his own time, in his own way.
How would you feel? What would your
reaction be?
The Lord said, “Depart into the wilderness.” Apparently three days out of Jerusalem was the wilderness.
Do you think Lehi thought his traveling
was done? Why or why not?
I feel I can relate to them just a
teensy bit because I am a city-girl born and bred. I’m used to heavy traffic,
over-sized shopping centers, and being able to find virtually anything I need
within half of an hour. My husband, however, is a country-boy born and bred.
When he took me “home” for the first time, to meet his parents, I seriously
thought I had entered another country. So I can just imagine poor Sariah at
this point.
Her husband has parked their family in
the middle of nowhere. She was probably thinking, now what? How do we catch fish again? Where am I going to get our
clothing? Our shoes? Who am I going to talk to out here in this wilderness?
Go back to verse 4 for a second.
What did they leave behind?
I
get the idea this was a family used to living a certain lifestyle that had
definitely come to an abrupt end. Gold, silver, and precious things left behind.
I wonder if suddenly a marketplace in walking distance, and a well to draw
water from, and a comfortable place to sleep had suddenly become “precious
things.”
Top it all off with the well-established
fact that women need other women and here is Sariah –with her husband, and her
four sons, and not another woman to talk to in the whole world. Put yourself
there for a second. Anyone else suddenly feel intensely lonely?
God gives us strength my Sisters,
strength to do His will, strength beyond our own. He truly does.
Let’s read verses 9-14.
Is
anyone else guilty of murmuring? I complain, almost daily, about having to
scrape Cheerios off my floor. Note: Food I have in overabundance, a floor in a
house that I get to live in, that I have the ability to clean. See all the
blessings I overlook and disregard when I complain? If complaining isn’t of the
Devil, it is certainly a card he loves to watch us play.
I’m
going to stop complaining about having to sweep and mop my floors.
What are you going to stop
complaining about? –That is, if you
are a complainer.
Read verse 15.
Why do you think this was included
as a verse?
Read verses 16-19.
What else do we learn about Nephi
here?
What do we learn about prayer?
Have I sought Him
diligently with lowliness of heart?
Verses 19-24 Nephi is in prayer
with the Lord, what is he told?
19.
20.
(What does it say about the Promised
Land?)
21.
22.
23.
Circle the word ‘except’ and turn
to D&C 82:10. Write that verse out below:
24.
How does verse 22 apply to you?
How do scourges (trials,
temptations) stir us up to remembrance of the Lord and His promise?
What is scourging your life at the
moment? Are you remembering?
I
imagine Sariah laying on her blanket that first night in the wilderness, soaking
her pillow with tears, her heart literally aching in her chest. I bet her faith
was wavering –at least a little, maybe a lot. In the end though, she did not
fail her faith, and it did not fail her. At some point or another, maybe even
still a little mad about what was being required of her, she turned her heart
to the Lord, and He carried her.
If she could stand among us now, right now, I’m
willing to bet she’d tell us Sister to Sister that life is not easy. There are
a lot of difficult challenges to face and mountains to climb. We will be asked
to do more than we think we can possibly handle, but the Lord’s hand is upon
us. It is always there, lifting and sustaining. If we are looking for it, we
will see it. We will have heartbreaks and sorrows, but it doesn’t mean we can’t
also have JOY, deep and abiding joy. Our Savior knows us personally, He loves us,
and His promises are sure. Be willing.
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